Cancer has been my job for the last 4 yrs. diagnosed with stage 3 and now stage 4 triple negative bcancer. Ive become good at my job or being a patient. Six kinds of chemos,radiation,mastectomy and now most recently just went through a pulminary embolisim in lung. I am 41 now and ask where has my life gone. I know we read triumphant stories of bravery, but most of us are just hanging on by a thread yet the will to survive. I've learned it's ok to cry and if people tell you, but stay positive. I say maybe today I feel like punching my pillow and crying, not feeling sorry for myself but just because I can. The photo I posted most current and months after 3 go round with chemo, faking the to look good is to feel good and 2 days before my PE. Most of the times I don't look good or feel good. My advice is we can not be an experiment any longer to see what drugs work or don't. That magic pill or cure is in our reach but we have to climb a mountain to get it. I am trying and willing to! I am a dancer/choreographer and expressing my story though movement is a great gift. I know 4 years is long some women don't get that time but this girl is no where ready to hang it up. I want to dance,create live,love and watch my beautiful niece" My Amazing Grace "grow up. I wish I can say I am cancer free today,but I am working on that. Tune in, maybe there is a happy ending. One thing I know Through every test,treatment,surgery,hospital stays,God was there holding my hand and he continues to and is always guiding me.I am blessed!