Breast cancer

I feel tht I'm not a women now cos I can't look at myself in the mirror. Anyway who named tht scarey word CANCER.I hate telling people I hav it so my story to people dnt tell no one. So l say to myself wen I dnt want to get out off bed. GET UP STAND UP MAKE UP. AND DRESS UP the hardest thing about CANCER was telling my kids I didn't tell them about it until I had to go in for my opp.XXX I dnt No if anyone will read my story but everyone shud hav a voice . I havnt had no support of anyone and sumtimes I need sumone t chat too anyway thts my life. I wish I cud cure everyone tht is suffering of cancer but I will pray every day for them god bless u all love
Scotland, United Kingdom